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He lives..
….jeez where to begin… You all haven’t heard from me in well over a year at this point and well…life hasn’t been kind to your old pal Chesh. Been going through a lot of life drama, honestly too much to go over here but good news is as of November I celebrated one full year of sobriety which is huge for me after having spent close to 10 years of my life at the bottom of a bottle. Still dealing with a combination of bi-polar disorder and ADHD with meds constantly being readjusted rendering me a mess mentally and emotionally most days but I seem to have finally balanced out a bit. Not too long ago I took a trip upstate for a while for a little retreat to get my head clear and priorities in order and it definitely improved my outlook on life in general. All that aside I have been sketching up a storm and if I can win the battle against my rampant ADHD and maintain focus, I might have a big project on the horizon for you good people. I STILL owe commissions to a handful of thankfully
Going back in...
Yeah so...I haven't been doing too well lately. Being unemployed and dealing with my mother in laws recent passing...I started drinking again...and it got pretty bad. I'm going back into a rehab facility tomorrow. Not looking for pity or anything like that...just letting you all know whats going on in my life...going off the grid for another month...need to get clean. Hopefully this time it will stick permanently. Love you all... PS: Bringing my sketchbook with me again so maybe this will yield some more hand drawn/colored art...we'll see ;) PPS: And yeah I'll get around to posting those Patreon images from the last time I went into rehab on dA as soon as I get back...just been busy...they're from July so they definitely deserve to be shared here at this point...
Ya know what I love?
....that right after I post a few images on Patreon, only AFTER the month has passed I suddenly get like 25-30 brand new patrons and those same fucking people cancel their pledge before the end of the following month. They reap the benefits but won't even pay one measly dollar...I'm not even worth that much to them. Here I am struggling to find work and with unemployment benefits that STILL haven't come through yet and these assholes still rob me every god damned month. I try banning them but new dummy accounts show up month after month always equaling around 30 or so people... Is there even a point to doing this anymore? I'm really debating this now if I should just find another way to bring in extra money that ISN'T commissions since I got even more fed up with that after doing it for so many years...it honestly just makes me want to quit with all this all together... Saddest part is that the people doing this will never see this journal...they aren't the reading types...they just
Lost my job...
About a week before Christmas I lost my job. Thankfully it wasn't my fault; it was covid related due to them just not being able to afford keeping on as many staff as they would like too. But of course this means once again I have to get back into the swing of things for you good people and start working on new content for my Patreon to start bringing more money in as I don't know when or even if unemployment will actually come around with the way things are going currently in this country. I might even resort to selling some more stuff of mine if I get desperate enough but as of right now things are..."manageable"...but not sure how long that will last. I'm also at this point really considering doing photo manip work to post to my Patreon however if I do decide to do so I will try my best to make content that has a wider appeal and try to avoid my usual brand of mindfuck weirdness I've posted on my DeviantART gallery...maybe some celeb foot/tickle fakes or something...I dunno...still
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Semms good so far...